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April 14 IM bored
March 31 Im in Love............... Well here I am sitting here thinking about my man.. and how good he is to me.... thinking about how sweet he is and all the wonderfull things he writes and says to me.. All the wonderfull things he does to me and around me...... What a great person I think he is........ how in a matter of seconds he can make my heart melt.(as well as a few other things ) how I would give anything and everything to spend more time with him and see him ... (how I am being so carefull about my spelling because I know your reading this heheheheh
 ) So it hit me last night ... I am totally ass over tea kettle in love with him...... and I think he knows it!! or... well im sure he does now..... I love you Mark...... your the best thing that has ever happened to me( other then Jake) and I cant wait to see how much better things get the longer we are together......
I'm wondering how long untill you notice this too... hehehe
Sincerly .......
Joleen
February 23 Movinghmmm so i move in a few days and i am alil scared about that , i have been in poco for years now and moving out to a new area where i dont knwo too meny ppl is a lil scary, plus thers someone i realy would rather not move even farther from right now.. but its not the end of the world i guess. things seem to be getting better lately, i am finally egttting all the things i need to get done done or at least started....
i am surrounding myself with good ppls and getting back in touch with old freinds.....
hopefully 2006 will be a good year, anything can be better then last year !
loves you all
joleen
 February 20 kyle R.I.P.I fell to my knees, kyle who ?
into the darkness, what if's and why's is where i landed
My heart broke and i blamed you
I was taken when i sat in your lap
you were everything i wanted and have,
I left you alone for long periods of time,
but you always knew i would return,
you were never out of my sight
You opened my eyes to so meny parts of myself i did not know
so meny intrests i had never explored
I knew you were always ther for me
i think that is why i was never there for you
now your gone and i wish your were not,
i would sit in your lap and call you fork,
untill we meet again i know you will be watching
i love you kyle
nov 9 2005
DaddyWhy are you so mad at me?
what did i do now?
Yelling , kicking , screaming....
why are you like this ?
You yell and put me down agian
you think you know me....
i wish you did !
Seems i just cant do anything right for you
Your always right, or so you think
your never here yet you think you know
"just stay out of his way, you know what he's like"
i am told
do you think you could ever love me?
your un perfect daughter?
changeDo i lead or be lead by another
Into the sunshine once again
My eyes burn in the bright light
out of the Chaos
I learned that change is inevitble
do i change fo rthe good... or because of the bad ?
it definitly time to change
from the ugly comes the devine
i change my heart and soul,
i change my life,
i change for me !
jan 2006 FallingSometimes it hurts, other days it seems it cant get any worse,
But the way you lok at me,
deep inside me, seems you see past it all
you have me going out of my head
i count the minutes uintil i can see you again
you melt away the pain
and all thats left is me and you
you leave so infatuated with all that is you
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So this is REALLY how bored i am !!! OH NO ! i think i need a new hobbie !
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